Oh i have xanga too lol....

 its been while , shit ages i havnt updated..lol...

 i think better start up.

 Damn m crazy in facebook....

Do I still beleive in my Luv???

Hard to say, Louis is out of communication. God knows waz' going on with him.

 Even though I beleive this is my first love, no matter how many guys i have been with but I truly am in love with Louis. But .. I can feel that this will not work ...... fuck!

 We are in our 10th month, we started since 7th Sep, 2006. N this is the longest relationship I have ever had in my life. God knows I love each n every sec of time we spent in Beijing and Hong Kong. But today, I can see clearly that those days wont be coming again..........

Living a open relationship and Beleiving in Long Distance, I have came so far that if my realtionship aint successful then I will never ever beleive in LDR.

 God bless my relationship !!

 Love u so much than anything..

  Bexxxxx

  ... I don't know how many of us does still beleive in Long distance...

  I do n I will.. but its hard.. ! esp in this world of temptation ..

 Recently .. or lets say last friday .. I meet this guy, No wonder i had my eye on this guy since long n long agolol

N'way he is a bottom, cute, older then me 11 months, and someone who loves laughing and someone who need care.

Well, I know my love for louis will never go down but .. wht the hell is happening???

  I do know am attached but still m greedy .. n i do want this guy!

"""""""" Lee.. I think am not bottom.... """"""""

  waz going on??? 

 ...... I dont wanna loose anything !! ...

  .....Louis is so much depressed.. abt life .. abt family.. thank god not me!!

  Hope things will work out ...

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I beleive I can fly.......

   Wish me luck for  my interview!! I need it so much .. Pray to god!

          Missing Kathmandu so much .. coz its a place i grew up. This visit, I planned 2 wedding .. unfortunately my sister marriage was little disaster .. things din't work as planned. Being raised in city and meeting those country side peoples were awesome. I never need to learn now to respect others, Coz it was so automatic.

While I was in Kathmandu 00977, Kuz' fly to Indonesia. No matter where I missing him 24/7. Reunited with my old days frenz gave me so pleasure that I wish i can have those kinda frenz here in Hong Kong, where life is so materialistic. Also, Being one of the world polluted city, kathmandu always rocked for kath-people. I admit that it had developed so much than before like Mobile phone, ATM machine, Clubs, Shops, etc but still there r loads of things they should change, Habit, lifestyle, Esp Govt. 

My sister wedding was a big event in my parents life, offcourse coz she is the only daughter in our family. Following by my brother marriage which was fast n sweet, it was a great experience. Here i ended my trip to 00977. but for sure next time I will have some treking and rafting with a good safari !! yes!!!! wait for tht !